I have felt angry and annoyed by people who constantly fuck you over and make a fool of you. I've been very grumpy and very rude.
However someone who I know fairly well is going through a heck of a lot more. Their strength and everything they're doing at the moment made me wake up and question everything I was doing, thinking and the way I was behaving. Life is about focusing on the people you know you CAN rely on, even if there are few and far between of them, they should be given your energy, not the negative people. You should live every moment with them and enjoy it. The person who made me realise this is beautiful and an inspiration in so many ways, I know they're gonna keep fighting and WILL make a full recovery, they just will! It's a bit sad that something as serious as that made me realise and I'm a bit ashamed of myself for it but I'll admit that.
From now on I will try and keep this perspective and disregard anything unnecessary that generally won't make a difference to anything I do in the long run.
Thank you.
Peace x
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