Lose yourself in the music...

...the moment you own it you better never let it go, you only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow this opportunity comes once in a lifetime.

I like Eminem so much, but the scripts version of this song is epic. I am excited for his comeback though!

I haven't done one of these in mish.

Not much has happened. Just the same ole same ole, lectures, seminars, essays, just tryna plough through until I break up! Good times.

Imogen came to stay for 4 days! Was so cool! We chilled loads and I took her to all the bars except the lameo rutherford bar! We enjoyed many a curly fry also! Had fun in the venue, drunk loads, watched some WHOOOSE HOUUUUUUSE? Watched children in need. She became a member of girls aloud with zoe. Got taught how to make scrambled egg. Played some pool. And yeah! Was such an awesome few days. It was sad when she left. :(. So good to have her here though! She loves flat 4 loads.

Went to carnage part 2, but it was part 1 for me really because I didn't go to the first one! It was AWESOME! Got so drunk and just had such a good night out! Can't wait for it to come back in February! :)

Not a lot else has gone on! Just usual things, random trips to the bars and clubs and what not!

Steve's party is tomorrow which should be good and then on Saturday I'm coming back to uni to go out for Katie's birthday, Matt Horn from Gavin and Stacey is DJing. She can't wait.

Too many people have birthdays on the 30th. Period.

Anyway.

Peace x

The past week...

...has been interesting, to say the least.

Last Monday we went to the works/baabars/the bizz which is a club in town, three floors, different music on each floor. I got wasted. Really wasted. :)

Wednesday was China's birthday. Funnnn day! I planned to buy her 20 presents, one for each year, however I miscounted and bought 21. Ha. I wrapped each present in tin foil. It was a random selection from her favourite yoghurts, to a tin of eel, high school musical advent calender to vodka. Fun times.

We enjoyed some nice cakes that Zoe made and had a nice lunch and Nandos. :) I love that place. That night her brother came down. Cool guy. Some of Dan and her mates from home came as well. We went to the fair that came to campus for a bit, watched some fireworks then came home for a bit. We then went to the club on campus for saints and sinners. Again, got wasted and don't really remember the night. Booooo.

Thursday I wrote my essay that's due tomorrow. Wanted to get it out for the weekend. No time to do it then.

On Friday I tidied my room and stuff. That night I headed to parkwood for a bit, never been before. Then I came back to the main campus to see Lewis and Argent because they'd come down for the weekend.

On Saturday Steve came down for my birthday outing thing. Was good to see him as per. He had such a bad journey, 5 hours, lame. Glad he still came. We bought some food, came home, cooked it, and chilled until we had to get ready really. Then when we were dressed in school uniform we just chilled in my room drinking until people began to arrive. Fairy and Peel came down too on Saturday, good to see them :). I drunk loads, got more drunk than I've been in ages and Steve had to bring me home quite early. Really lame. He's never had a full night here. Sucks. I'm really annoyed at myself for getting so drunk, so early. 

Steve left at about 11 on Sunday and I slept until 2. Then at about 4 my family came down and took me to dinner for my birthday. :). I love zizi's. I had the nicest pizza.

Today's been lame. Done nothing really.

Tomorrow is my birthday. Mer. Doesn't even feel like it is. Dunno what we're doing. Probably just go to a bar on campus. 

Boring blog. Sorry.

Peace

My week in Rom-Taaaaan!

Reallllllllllly good.

It has been such a random few days since I returned from Guildford, but so cool!

On Wednesday Laura popped round. She passed her driving test and then we went to the cinema that evening. It was really nice. Good times.

Thursday I did some work. THEN I WAS BANG ON OPIUM BABAAAAAY! Met little Jonty at Romford station and we were bang on the goose! Got there BARE early, nice drinking time! Moved onto the bull for a while, there were bare bods. THEN I went Envy for the buy one get two free! LOVED it! Bumped into the sanders lot! THEN moved to Opium where the school lot turned up (Bill, Chaz, Coote etc) along with Mooney, Luke etc. Was EMPTY, but I still had a good night because so many good friends were there.

Friday I went and handed my cv's into job agencies, just incase anything comes up for when I'm back at xmas. Mer. Had lunch with mum. :) Then I went out with Natasha. We had Japanese, I went to her old flat and met some of her friends, then we wet to Camden for some drinks. A really nice evening all in all.

Today I got my haircut (y) haha. I went to Ikea with Tyrrell as well. I was disgusted they didn't sell door stops, but we had fun getting lost whilst looking for candles and other random things. Tonight I met with Maria, a really good, old friend. We went to the goose and just chilled and caught up all evening. It was really nice. I enjoyed it a lot.

This week has been such a random one. I feel like I've bumped into EVERYONE possible. From the school friends (including random greetings with Nat and Botley), to the sanders lot, to randoms from college, to Stacey Martin?! I never see that kid any more! Saw a few people I try to avoid as well, but that's always banter! Been good to see people. HOWEVER, a week is enough and I am TOO excited to return to the flat! This week is gonna be awesome with 3 days of China's grandma status celebrations, and then going out on Saturday for my birthday where Steve should be coming and I'll find out what it is he's bought me!

November's looking good. I hope it is!

I'm now listening to Eminem and things are really good. What's going to come along to ruin it? Haha.

Peace x

(P.S, R.I.P. Never forgotten. Ever. =])

Guildford

This is just continuing from yesterdays post really.

We went to tesco's and bought stuff to make a stir-fry and a fair bit of alcohol. Grannnnnd.

We got back to the house and Rich proceeded to begin work on the dinner. Steve helped him as well. My GOD, it was THE nicest stir-fry I've ever had in my life. Words can't even describe it. Only us four will taste such genius cooking! Haha.

After dinner...DRINKING TIME! Bang on it. Rich made us all a snakebite! Love itttt! Then we got an empty 2 litre bottle and filled it with loads of random alcohol. We decided to play arrogance and if you got it wrong you had to take some of the drink. This drink was really nice (or so me and Steve thought) at first...but once getting to the bottom it was GROSS. But hey-ho it got us a little bit tipsy/drunk. Rich made a nice little playlist on his 'macer' for us to listen to and we just chilled! Spent some time relaxing and talking in Steve's room and it was just a really good night. It was nice to just be able to spend an evening with Steve and Rich rather than having to go out! Who says you need Harper's for a good night eh?!

I feel good about things today. Certain stuffs been going on but I think it's all been sorted now. I hope. I want things to just be good, with no problems, like before, and hopefully they will be from now on! I think they will be. I think some kind of common ground has been found. It's good.

This morning Steve rudely stood over me kicking me until I rose from the floor. :(. So tired. He took me to his lecture! I was so scared incase I got asked a question haha. It was cool to see where the academy is and stuff. Their lectures are SO different to at UKC. There's a lot less people and so they can interact with the lecturer and have jokes and stuff between them. It was really cool to actually see what my best mate's doing first hand. I'm glad I went.

After that we met Rich in spoons and went to MacDonalds so the fatty's could eat lunch before their next class/lecture. Walked back to ACM and then left them there so I could walk back to the house alone. :( Didn't want to say goodbye. I had such an awesome time yesterday I didn't want it to end but, oh well! There'll always be a next time.

I actually found my way back to their house! I was proud. I packed my stuff and dad came and got me. Was really weird being in their house alone like that. I didn't like it much.

Got home and I've just been chillaxing all evening. No plans tomorrow. Booooo. I'll try to get all my work done so I can rave on Thursday night! Zoop zoop!

Peace x

First weekend of Reading Week...

READING WEEK THIS ZOOP ZOOP!!!

I came back to Romford on Friday night. It was sad to say goodbye to flat 4. :( They've got so much planned this week it sucks I'm gonna miss out on it but hey-ho, there'll be other times to rave with them (every day pretty much haha).

I came back and chilled on Fridee night. Lindsey's parents gave me a lift home. Boring nightttt.

Saturday I slept alot and chilled in the evening. I'm in love with Diana. End of really.

Sunday I saw my nan. It was cool. :) I miss her. And then last night I got the trains and stuff back to Guildford with Cleaveage! I've missed this place. The stupid Jubilee line wasn't working so we had to get the bus instead but apart from that we got here fairly eaaaasy. Good to see the house again. :). And Rich! He's missed me that kid! Haha.

Todaaaaay. I woke up. Chilled in the house, did some of my work, then Steve and Matt got home a while ago. Going tesco's in a bit to get food/drink and I'm gonna get drunk tonight even if they don't. It'll be good. Ha. :)

That's it really. Short post!

WISHICOULDGOCARNAGETOMORROWNIGHT. :(:(:(. Oh welllllll!

Peace x

Hush little baby don't you cry...

...EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHTTTTTTT,

STIFFEN THAT UPPER LIP UP LITTLE LADDDYYY

I TOLD YE DADDY'S HERE TO HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT.

I KNOW MUMMY'S NOT HERE RIGHT NOW,

AND WE DON'T KNOW WHY WE FEEL HOW FEEL INSIDE,

IT MAY SEEM A LITTLE CRAZY PRETTY BABY,

BUT I PROMISE MAMA'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT.

AND IF YOU ASK ME TO DADDY'S GONNA BUY YOU A MOCKINGBIRD,

I'M GON' GIVE YOU THE WORLD,

IMA BUY A DIAMOND RING FOR YOU,

IMA SING FOR YOU

I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU TO SEE YOU SMILE.

AND IF THAT MOCKINGBIRD DON'T SING,

AND IT RAIN DON'T SHINE, IMA BREAK THAT BIRDIE'S NECK,

I'LL GO BACK TO THE JEWELER WHO SOLD IT TO YA

AND MAKE HIM EAT EVERY KARAT DON'T FUCK WITH THAT.

Eminem used to be such an icon. I miss that.

This week has been quite slow and boring really.

I don't remember when I last wrote this so I'll just do this week and assume I already wrote about last weekend. It's been the same ole same ole of lectures and seminars. Everyone went out on Tuesday night and got nice and drunk but I decided to stay in and do work because I don't wanna have to do much when I'm at home this week. 

One night (I don't remember which) Zoe made us watch 'P.S I love you' because apparently you 'can't watch it without crying' and if Ollie didn't cry she'd pay him a fiver. Me and Ollie both managed to not cry because the film was boring and there wasn't even anything to really be sad about. Zoe owes him a fiver. Gutted.

I really can't remember what's gone in this week. Lindsey's been around a lot showering and stuff. I spent the other night chilling with China a fair bit also. That was nice. I don't like her much but she is still good company as are all of flat 4. I'm lucky with the flat mates. We spent most of the night checking out people's facebooks, laughing at their pictures etc. It was fun. Zoe also made me watch Desperate Housewives this night. That was not fun. Lee loved it though.

Last night a few of us went to Chill in town. It was a good night. Really cheap as well which is always a plus. It'll be good to go back when all of our group go. China made me go up on the little stage thing where all the 'gangsters' were dancing behind the DJ haha. It was so funny. She was in her element, knowing all the dances to songs I'd never even heard. So funny. I raved to Dizzee as well. It's a must on a night out really. He is still my idol.

I'm going back to Romford tonight for reading week. 10 days I'm away for. Flat 4 are actual all really depressed. I am the life and soul of this flat and without me they will do nothing but sit in silence and cry. I will be missed. Haha. I'll miss them as well. I hope I want to come back but I don't think I will want to so I'll probably be really down next weekend when I return. Oh well. I'll get over it.

I'm excited to see people from back home. Should be good to go Opium on Thursday. I've missed it. Halloween should be good. Unsure what I'm doing yet though. I should be going to Guildford to see Rich and Steve one day as well which will be fun.

I'll write another one of these in a few days I guess. Or maybe once I've come back here. 

I'm going to the library with Naomi now to write some more of our assignment. Funfunfun. She got drunk last night. :) It was funny.

Peace x

The weekend and stuff

I don't remember when I last wrote this. I think maybe Thursday about Wednesday? Hmm.

Anyways, Friday was cool. Day off, didn't do all that much really.

Me and Naomi went to the library to get books/journals for our first assignment, my God it was an experience haha. Firstly, this library is five floors. It has different wings as well. So it's basically just massive. I had no clue where I was going because me, being me, decided to sleep rather than do the library tour during freshers, fair play to me though I think? Anyways, Naomi kind of knew her way around so we made it to the area for our subject. Then we bumped into a randomer from our seminar and was asking what topic they're doing theirs on etc to which some random guy appeared from round the corner and asked us to 'be a bit quiet please' haha. Naomi thought he was joking and so point blank laughed in his face ha. So funny. She blamed me for being the loud one because I can't whisper. 

Anyways, after that it took us AGES to find books on the topics we wanted. We finally did. Then we sat for about an hour looking through journals to find articles on the topics as well. Naomi got annoyed because she couldn't take any of hers out, I was gloating because I had about 10 I could take out. OR SO I THOUGHT, it was only as we were about to leave that I realised I couldn't take them hahahaha. She laughed at me a lot. So after hiding her one journal up high so no-one else would find it we went to check out. 

We have to check ourselves out and each book we both scanned it came up 'ERROR RE-SCAN' but it was appearing on the checked out list. So we just did them all and printed the receipts. HOWEVER, on exiting the library, both of us set of the alarms haha. How embarassing. 

Finally we left, after an hour and 45 minutes in the place! What an effort. So funny though.

Friday night I just chilled with the remaining flat four guys. Watched a movie, chatted, the usual.

Yesterday me and Linds went into town in the morning to buy munch bunch and coke for me, and milk, bread and general items for her. We went to a cafe for breakfast first though. It was only after twenty minutes of waiting to have our order taken that we realised you're meant to go to the till to order haha. TESCO DID NOT HAVE THE MUNCH BUNCH I LIKE. So I now have NONE left. This is not good. I eat about 8 a week. Maybe more. :( I'll order some online I think. :) We came home after and I just chilled, rather than reading, in my room most the afternoon. "Oops".

Last night me, Linds and Zoe went to The Venue, it was 999 night and they had costumes. The others went to town but I decided girls in short nurse outfits was more appealing. I seemed to get quite drunk because we kept going to the shots bar. Ha. At one point my g style came out and I was really going for it to flex. Two girls behind were laughing at me. They wish THEY were this gangstarrrr. Haha.

We danced a lot to random songs and it was a really good night.

We came home, chilled in the kitchen with Nay, Lee, Megan, Ollie (Until he passed out haha) and some random guy. It was cool. Nay and Megan were telling us about their travelling they did this year. It seems really cool and I wish I had the money to do it. I hope I will some day.

Today I'm reading and writing some stuff I have to do for one of my seminars tomorrow. That's about it. Just chillaxing really. 

Peace x